永远到底有多远？也许永远就只在紧紧拥抱的那一瞬间;

YWednesday, January 31, 2007' 12:56 AM

jin tian ni yao jia gei wo de lyrics...

D.T:
Chun nuan de hua kai dai zou dong tian de gan shang
Flowers blossoming in spring takes away the winter’s pain

Wei feng chui lai lang man de qi xi
A light wind blows a breath of romance

Mei yi shou qing ge hu ran chong man yi yi
Every love song suddenly is filled with meaning

Wo jiu zai ci ke tu ran jian dao ni
At this point you suddenly appear before me

Jolin:
Chun nuan de hua xiang dai zou dong tian de qi han
Flowers blossoming in spring takes away the bitter cold of the winter

Wei feng chui lai yi wai de ai qing
A light breeze blows unexpected love [our way]

Niao er de gao ge la jin wo men ju li
Birdsong draws us closer to each other

Wo jiu zai ci ke tu ran ai shang ni
At this point I suddenly fall in love with you

Both:
Ting wo shuo, shou qian shou gen wo yi qi zou, chuang zao xin fu de sheng huo
Listen to me, [let’s] hold hands, walk together, and create a happy life [together]

Zuo tian ni lai bu ji, ming tian jiu hui ke xi, jin tian jia ge wo hao ma?
Yesterday you did not arrive on time, it would be a shame tomorrow, so will me marry me today?

RAP:
Jolin in the house
D.T. in the house
Jolin in the house
D.T. in the house
Jolin in the house
D.T. in the house
Our love in the house

D.T:
Xia ri de re qing da dong chun tian de lan san
Summer’s kindness shifts spring’s idleness

Yang guang zhao yao mei man de jia ting
The sunshine illuminates the beauty of the family

mei yi shou qing ge dou hui gou qi hui yi
Every love song will bring up memories

Xiang dang nian wo shi zhe me ren shi ni
[i] think about how I met you that year

Jolin:
Dong tian de you shang jie xu qiu tian de gu dan
Grief in winter finishes autumn’s loneliness

Wei feng chui lai ku le de si nian
The breeze blows by withered yearning

Niao er de gao ge chang zhe bu yao bie li
The birdsong makes me not want to leave

Ci ke wo duo mo xiang yong bao ni
I immediately desire your hug

Both:
Ting wo shuo shou qian shou, geng wo yi qi zou, guo zhe an ding de sheng huo
Listen to me, [let’s] hold hands, walk together with me [let’s live] a peaceful life

Zuo tian ni lai bu ji, ming tian jiu hui ke xi, jing tian ni yao jia ge wo
Yesterday you did not arrive on time, it would be a shame tomorrow, so you shall marry me today

Ting wo shuo shou qian shou, wo men yi qi zou, ba ni yi sheng jiao gei wo
Listen to me, [let’s] hold hands and walk together, surrender yourself completely to me

Zuo tian bu yao hui tou, ming tian yao dao bai shou, jin tian ni yao jia gei wo
Yesterday do not look back, we’ll grow old [in the years to come], marry me today

RAP:
Ding dong, ting zhe li tang de zhong sheng, wo men zai shang di he qing you mian qian jian zheng
Ding dong, listen to the church bells ring, god and our friends will all be here to witness us [get married]

Zhe dui nan nv xian zai jiu yao jie wei fu qi
Men and women now should marry each other

Bu yao wang le zhe yi qie duo mo de shen sheng
Do not forget just how sacred [marriage] is

Ni yuan yi sheng si ku le yong yuan he ta zai yi qi
You will for better for worse be with him together

Ai xi ta, zun zhong ta, an wei ta, bao hu zhe ta
Love him, respect him, comfort him and protect him

liang ren tong xin jian li qi mei man de jia ting, ni yuan yi zhe yang zuo ma? Yes I do
A couple together creates a happy family, are you willing to do this? Yes I do

Both:
Ting wo shuo shou qian shou, yi lu dao jin tou, ba ni yi sheng jiao gei wo
Listen to me, [let’s] hold hands, together to the end, surrender yourself completely to me

Zuo tian yi shi guo qu, ming tian geng duo hui yi, jin tian ni yao jia gei wo
Yesterday was the past, tomorrow will be full of memories, marry me today

jin tian ni yao jia gei wo, jin tian ni yao jia gei wo
marry me today, marry me today

tis song is so nice so sweet... 1st time heard tis song is durin my cousin weddin... juz a small part onl la... bt fr tt small part... i oready fall 4 tis song... e blue part is han yu ping ying... green part is eng transation which i found in web site... D.T represent David Tao... ya... i simply luv tis song =D

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YTuesday, January 30, 2007' 8:49 PM

slp...

last nite cry til 2am den slp... den mornin wake up a few min den slp again... all e way til 3pm wake up use com... edit my frenzter profile... cuz nth 2 do ma... e moment i connect 2 my msn... i saw sumthin which is so heart broken lor... haiz... he juz simply dun understand me... sad ah... den once again i cry le lor... i hate myself sia... i dun wanna b a cry baby...

use irc oso la... haiz... jie n xiang is omost same s us lor... xiang oso nt feelin v gd la... i oso dun understand wat jie thinkin sia... hmmm... den c tt msg i cry abit onl la... den after sum time i carry on cry lor... til 6.30-7pm lik tt i cry til i fall aslp... den was lik my head wanna brust liao... cuz havin headache la... eventually hav headache le den plus cry so long my headache is even worst sia... i cnnt cry de... if i cry i wil hav headache... haiz... i slp so long lor... wen im slpin is e onl time i nt cryin... last nite oso cry til i fall aslp de lor... haiz... sad sia... y y y? y he juz dun understand me? dun he no tt i dun wish such thin 2 happen? dun he no tt i nvr wanna end tis r/s? haiz... nvm ba... if lik tt... i thin is best 2 end ba... 4 his own gd... so he wun suffer so much ba... haiz... cuz slp e whole day long... til nw i haven even eaten... onl eat abit of snack... =(

im nt a gd gf... so onl cn accept me 4 who im de ppl cn tak me ba... haiz... time might heal e wounds... ya is sad bt wen e time e wounds is heal... is oso e time we truely let go... im a failure... in sch result is sux... in r/s im a lousy gf who dunno hw 2 care abt her bf... ya im totally a failure ba... mayb im juz nt suitable 2 b in any r/s ba... sad...

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Y' 1:30 AM

irritatin...

currently sick n havin headache at e same time bt sum ppl juz kip bombin me... mak me v dulan n is damn irritatin lor... BENJAMIN LEE... u bcareful... pls thin b4 u tok cn? u r no more a kid... u oready 17 n stop bhav lik a kid... is v irritatin... n 1 more time... i mak sure wateva u say it bcum true... i dun giv a damn... dun force me... n if u gonna b late w/o any gd reason again... u shall c wat i wil do... dun try 2 dare me... u no i wil... so dun tak e risk unless u dun giv a damn neither... u makin me damn stress up...

I WISH TT IM GONE FR TIS WORLD 4EVA... NO MORE DISAPPOINTMENT... NO MORE STRESS... NO MORE WORRIES... NO MORE TEARS... ALL IS PEACE N JUZ PEACE... IM TIRED OF LIVIN IN TIS WORLD... IF IM GIVEN A CHOICE I REALLY HOP TT BY TML I WAKE UP... IM NO MORE IN TIS WORLD... I HATE E WORLD... WHO WIL UNDERSTAND ME? ALL I WAN IS MORE CARE N CONCERN... DID U EVA BOTHER 2 CARE MORE? DID U EVA BOTHER 2 FIND OUT HW IM THINKIN? DID U TRY UR BEST 2 GO N UNDERSTAND ME? I DID EVA THIN IT WIL LAST BT SEEM LIK IM DREAMIN... ONCE AGAIN IM HURT...

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YSaturday, January 27, 2007' 10:35 PM

pic pic pic...

keke... 2day go attend my cousin de weddin lunch sia... hmmm... den hor... s i say le la... my cousin all older den me alot ah... all gt child le wor... den im ah yi n oso gu gu... bt hor... sound old lei... i dun wan...=( anyway... gt 2 baby pic of my cousin's baby... both is boi la... lol...

tis is ying zhi... my cousin de baby...

jing wen... another cousin de baby...

hair abit messy ah... cuz wind blow ma... xD

i took tis in lift...

nth 2 do ma... so zhi lian lor... keke... wel... hmmm... e 2 baby is cute bt nt e cutest la... stil gt 1 more baby even more cuter den tis 2 bt no chance 2 capture his pic... tt cute baby de mama is oso my cousin... bt she onl 6 yr older den me... e other cousin is much more older la... wel... nth much 2 blog oso la... juz here 2 post some pic... tt was e reason y my title is pic pic pic... keke... k go le...

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Y' 12:24 AM

so sweet...

Message: i love you
-Thug: yeah i know everyone does!
-Baby: really?
-Thug: yeah... everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday
-Baby: oh... but am i only your friend?
-Thug: no... you're my girlfriend...why?
-Baby: so when i say i love you i really do mean it
-Thug:yeah i know you do mean it... its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me any more cuz i know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.
-Baby: ......
-Thug: so wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anni?
-Baby: yeah... where?
-Thug: i dont know... maybe movie then dinner?
-Baby: ok
-Thug:ill pick you put after i get off and get ready ok?
-Baby: ok. what time do you get off?
-Thug: in 2 hours and then i gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues...
-Baby: aye... i thought you didnt have work today...
-Thug: one of my co-workers called in sick
-Baby: oh okay! so ill see you around 7:30 then?
-Thug: yeah! and babe?
-Baby: yeah?
-Thug: i love you
-Baby: i love you too!
-Thug: ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.
-Baby: ok bye

-Thug:bye****************************
2 hours later...the thug drives to his babyz house vato walks up to the door and rings bell
-Baby: hey! (gives a kiss to herboyfriend)
-Thug:wassup... you ready?
-Baby:um... wait... let me get my bag and we can go ok?
-Thug:ok

they both watched a movie and ate dinner.... once they were done eating they head back to the car but before she got into the car...
-Thug:wait! can i blind fold you?
-Baby: why??!
-Thug:its a suprise
-Baby: what kind of suprise?
-Thug: a big one
-Baby: okay but only if you promise me that you will hold my hand while we're driving.
-Thug: i promise.
-Baby: ok blind fold me...
so they drove off........... and then they stoped.
-Thug:ok we're here!
-Baby: where?
-Thug:wait let me walk you to the place!
-Baby: what place?
-Thug: somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on the lips)
-Baby: babe!...

the thug walks her to the place
-Thug: ok.... let me take the blind fold off
-Baby: where are we?
he takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at that same spot...thats where he first asked her to be his nena...
-Baby: omg.... (tears come down)
-Thug: why are you crying?
-Baby: this is where you first asked me out...
-Thug: what are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him... in the air it says "will youmarry me?" in fireworks)
-Baby: (tears come down faster)
-Thug: i wasnt at work when you called me... i was planning this whole thing!
-Baby: get up!
-Thug: yeah?
-Baby: (kisses him)
-Thug: is that a yes or a no?
-Baby: yes

juz 2 share wid u all tis little story cuz i find tt tis story is really v sweet... :D
hop u all lik it too... n 2 my dearest lao gong, laopo, bi n piggy ben... i luv u all xD

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YFriday, January 26, 2007' 12:58 AM

y?

y muz update? i nth 2 update lei... aiyo... kick ben's ass... u idiot... wan exam soon le wor... saddy... k la... update pic lor... nt new pic oso la... bt is i design de...

i design de lei...

hmmm... tt's all 4 2day's post... :x

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YThursday, January 25, 2007' 12:17 AM

stress...

i couldnt believe... i tryin 2 giv up once again... i was damn stress... wat world is tis? i truely hate it... hate tis world... parent is there quarrel everyday... i juz hate 2 c ppl quarrel... no1 seem 2 understand me... bt no1 2 blame... i oso dun understand my self too... y life is so sad... currently im cryin bcuz i feel so hurt... i dun mean 2 part wid u... bt i had a feelin u r stress wid me... n i stress over family n other thin... u oway thin tt i might nt luv u... or we cn say tt u feel tt i had no feelin 4 u... bt wat i cn say is u r wrong... if i dun... probably i wun b cryin... i did hop tt u n i wil last thru 4eva... bt once again... u disappoint me... bt cnt blame u too... i strongly believe tt no1 cn change a person in2 another... wat cn i do is accept tt person 4 who he is ba... cuz no point changin him wen i no is omost impossible... bt i juz hate ppl 2 lie 2 me...

currently really wish tt sum1 is here 2 cheer me up... bt is impossible... wanna tok 2 u on phone... bt too bad... u hav sch tml... so onl cn hang up phone ba... mayb u hang up phone is bcuz after our cold war... u dunno wat 2 say tt y u chose 2 hang up... wel... nvm ba... since lik tt... u go slp lor... juz hop tt e world wil change or sld i say tt my miserable wil end... seriously... wen i counter problem... i nt brave enuff 2 face it... n i did tot of endin my life... bt i feel tt it is foolish n im hav no guts too... im goin crazy sooner or later which is no doubt if tis carry on...

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YWednesday, January 24, 2007' 2:01 AM

extra sia...

hmmm... wel... unwillin 2 update de wor... cuz im damn lazy ma... haha... bt hor... u no la... tt benjamin lee yong jie ah... damn noisy sia... wan me update... lol... den i say nth 2 update wor... he say gt... den he send me 1 pic wor... below is e pic he send me... so i update abt mon lor... we meet after sch 2 go ps lor... he is late sia... n ask him help me brin book he nvr lor... cuz he 4get... arrgh... n summore lie 2 me sia...

me takin pic usin his phone... he extra lor... add in... spoil my pic... arrgh xD
wel... bt i stil manage 2 took a pic of onl myself in it la... haha... wel... we r in arcade at ps... we waitin 4 e movie 2 start lor... 1 last dance... wel... oway go out watch potato movie sia... tis time is chi show... haha... finally no more potato movie... xD

b4 we went 4 movie... we go eat crystal jade kitchen lor... k he pay de la... cuz im broke le ma... movie n nacho oso he treat de :x serve him rite... late n lie summore sia... hummp... tis is e onl pic tt i gt of my own self pic w/o him de... lol...

me in arcade

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YTuesday, January 23, 2007' 12:53 AM

dulan...

wat a farkin world is tis sia... me onl nid help fr ppl in irc nia... in e end... no help stil nvm... wat i get in return is mak myself bomb onl lor... knn... i onl type any1 gt e habit of readin eng book in e end no reply nvm lor... bt problem is so many say me wat... u fr china ah? u dunno hw 2 read eng ah? chicken soup dunno hw 2 read meh? cook it la... fark u la... knn... i onl ask 4 a simple help yet tis is wat i get lor... damn dulan la...

n among so many thin... wat i hate most is ppl ask u fr china ah? wtf lor... im sporean OK... i juz dun read eng... r they blind? if i dunno eng hw i type? kick their ass la... every1 had their limit de lor... nt is u lik 2 shoot u cn shoot til u happy la hor... im a attitude gal... so how? tt's me... dun lik fark off la... knn... i dare 2 say i dun use vulgar lor... bt tis time is they really damn over lor... i more dulan abt tt observer sia... i no him 4 sum time le lor... he say mind my language... did he thin abt hw i feel nt? if he e 1 ganna... i dun thin he wil say so lor... bein kind had nth gd in return de... so b a devil is much more easier den bein an angel... if nt 4 crs... i dun even wanna touch those book lor... i juz hate eng book... juz a simple ques nia... in e end ganna shoot by ppl... FARK LA...

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YSunday, January 21, 2007' 1:24 AM

totally crap...

hmmm... really v crap lor... wen i reach hm... my dad giv me a letter sia... is my exam notice lei... wen i c le... i was lik... wth sia... crap lor... e timin... 29 jan n 6 feb wor... 29 jan de damn crap sia... 6PM-8.10PM... wth sia... bt 6 feb stil quite normal la... 2pm-4.10pm... afternoon ma... nt lik e 29 jan de... nite de sia.. siao 1...bt my seat no v nice sia... 19 n 91... lol... haha...

hmmm... o ya... tis part is add on de... haha... my dad told me tt next wk my cousin marry sia... hmmm... haha... ya lor... my cousin age n my age is quite a diastance ah... is lik 20+ n 30+... me nt even 20 lor... is lik im a little kid... haiz... use 2 v close 2 my cousin de wor... my cousin who same age s me... nw oso same sch s me... bt nvr c him 4 v long le... except 4 tt time my another cousin de weddin i saw him... lol... we use 2 hang out at e arcade 2gether de... use 2 go his hse n stay there til nite den go hm de... cuz im e onl child ma... i go his hse is lik gt him, his sis who is 6 yr older den us... n my another cousin de son... lol... ya i oway go his hse n play de... den til our elder kip makin fun of us lor... lol... bt hor... my tis cousin ah... no use de sia... so short... shorter de me... haha... nw i dunno lei... hmmm... dun lik go arcade wid hi de sia... cuz he play game v long de... i hav 2 wait lei... :(

e elders is lik oway say we 2 de lor... den our name match 2gether is lik v funny lor... his sis oso oway cal our name by 1 word nia... she cal me qing... den cal his bro jie... den our name put 2gether is qing jie which mean clean in chi lor... was lik wat e crap... qing jie... lol... we both oso lik 2 read comic de ma... den i gt a habit of borrow comic fr comic shop... after i finish readin my tis 2 cousin wil read 1st... den we tend 2 borrow diff comic den finish readin we exchange lor... e time pass v fast wen wid my cousin... at their hse is so much diff fr stayin at my own hse la... cuz no1 acc me ma... bt over there... gt they 2 acc me... haha... miss those day la... my tis 2 cousin n bi same de... tis 3 r my swimmin kaki... lol...

tml is last day of my wk le wor... wk fr 11am-11pm cuz last day liao ma... e manager say cn la cn la... lol... den k lor... i nvr reject them if they request me 2 wk earlier or longer lor... lol... hmmm... wen i reach hm ah... i go view bi de blog wor... haha... is lik... omg... im so touch... so xin fu... wen finish her blog i was so gan dong sia... haha... my long long frenz sia... ya la... life is full of all sort of thin la... sweetness... sadness... so cal e suan tian ku la... haha... bt no matter wat... s long s i hav my frenz wid me wen i nid them everythin is nth le... wateva i suffer had over... is all past le... cuz of e past... i learn 2 treasure nw even more... thk 2 them... i learn hw 2 let go... 4get abt e past... bt if u treat me badly i wil 4eva rem... tt's my character... n i hate ppl 2 brk promise de wor... so if u no or thin tt u cnt fulfil ur promise... dun promise me anythin... juz say u wil try 2... n i b v appreciate...

wel... while bloggin... im chattin on phone wid my dear sia... he complain i nvr blog abt him... bt dear ah dear... is u nth 4 me 2 blog lei... haha... k la... i gonna update another diff u in my blog... after updatin tis... i no more of his pic 2 upload le... lol...

a v dao de him... v cold meh? wear jacket summore lei... xD

dear... where is my testi? lol... haha... i waitin 4 u 2 send me my testi de wor... u owe me de testi wen u gonna giv back... n bi... i miss e day we swim 2gether... i miss e pool... lol... lao po... bi... i miss e newprint machine... wen do i get e chance 2 tak another pic 2gether sia... especially wid my lao po... cuz long time nvr c her sia... miss her lots... muackes... wid lots lots luv... :p

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YFriday, January 19, 2007' 12:07 AM

dye n hi-light hair sia...

keke... 2day after sch go hm slp til 5+ den meet bi n go dye hair sia... omg... im oway late sia... k im e late queen... keke... arrgh v ex sia... dye+hi-light+treatment+cut=$109... omg... wth... bt nvm la... who ask me wan dye n hi-light sia... keke... e base is my current hair color... den i hi-light golden lor... omg... ah lian? no la... me is guai bao bao wor... muhaha...

b4 i dye+hi-light+cut my hair...

dye+hi-light in progress... i look lik e alien sia... :p

after dye+hi-light+cut my hair... taken at e kitchen in my hse...

omg sia... b4 i cut my fringe... i could hardly c anythin lor... cuz too long le... keke... wel... anyway fr e pic my hair color e damn nt obvious sia... haha... dunno y oso... hmmm... bt bi de hair ah... really lik chao ah lian lei... so red... hi-light de sum more... haha... hmmm... tt salon nt bad ah... lightnin nt bad sia... v nice... den gt com 2 use sum more lei... hmmm... bt v sian sia wen do treatment... cuz 10min lyin there ah... super sian... move cnnt move oso... e chair 4 washin hair de steady sia... cn massage sum more... lol... hmmm... my hair super dry sia... bo bian la... last time dye hair nvr tak care...

wel... dunno e color cn last hw long lei... bt i lik e color... at least nt so plain la... i gt tot of dyin gold onl dun hi-light de lei... bt thin dun wan la... lik tt oready look lian liao... if whole head gold more worst more lian sia... i dun wan lik my dear... hair so gold lik ah beng sia... lol... im a guai kia... nt ah lian... keke... sian sia... nth much 2 blog de lei... k la... stop here le...

o ya... my poor dear sick le wor... hop he is ok by nw... lol... headache, fever, n dunno la... alot lei... dunno hw he tak care ownself de oso... lol... here pain there pain... huo gai... :x
i so evil... he sick le... i stil lik tt say him... haha... bo bian la... who ask me born 2 b evil sia... update next time ba...

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YThursday, January 18, 2007' 2:02 AM

requested...

hmmm... die sia... recently slp v late lei... tml gt lesson yet i stil online nvr slp... hmmm... wat i doin huh? wel msn wid my dear... :x wel... nvr tot of bloggin de la... bt sum1 complain lor... so i decide 2 update nw... haha... bt thin after he read my post he wil qi si or wanna kill me sia... hee... i so evil...

my dear name is benjamin... so cal ben la... he is a xdd who oway lik 2 act as a dgg... n he is oso v beng... bth sia... feel lik whackin him... muhaha... a haf canadian... bt dun look lik lei... haha... he is a weirdo... dun slp at nite de... onl slp at mornin wen all ppl is awake... is he cute? is he handsum? no no no... e ans 2 all is a no... haha... he is a irritatin de person... oway lik bully me n disturb my bi sia... wen our story start huh? wel... 14 jan 07 lor... haha...

tis is my dear... act cute nia la... xD

he ah... nt bad la... a sweet dear... meet him everyday... lik no 1 day nvr meet de sia... haha... he oway come fetch me fr work de wor... bt he abit sot sot de la... haha... dunno y... mayb his brain nvr connect properly ah... dun care la... onl no hw 2 act cute infront of me nia... wth... n mak me wanna kill him sia... baddy... he is an idiot... he is a baka... muhaha... tis post is bcuz he complain in my blog nvr say abt him de lor... so nw i say sumthin abt him la... haha...

guess i no wat he goin 2 say wen he saw tis post... bt hor... no matter wat ... i die die oso wun delete e pic de... haha... who ask u... ask u send u send... nvr even ask y de... muhaha... u oway bully me... nw is my turn le... NI SI DING LE... haha... tis post is u request de wor... k la... end here le...

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YWednesday, January 17, 2007' 12:41 AM

back...

ya... finally im back 2 my com... haha... since i move hse til nw ar no internet sia... mia fr irc n msn 4 so long... lol... miss my blog oso lei... dun really gt any idea wat 2 blog lei.. juz a bit of rubbish la... dun blog ltr my blog develop spider web sia... den e bi wan say me again sia...

ya... receive a present wor... e box is pink de wor... yup... sweet pink... keke... lik tt present la... quite nice... keke... anyway thk 2 my piggy wor...

b4 open e box... my present...

after open e box...

hmmm... thin tt's all ba... really no idea can post wat sia... anyway wil uodate if got any more thin 2 share ba... keke... :p

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YThursday, January 04, 2007' 1:20 AM

im sux... sry alex...

im so sry... i been avoidin u cuz i find tt i cnt accept u... i no tt im sux... im bad... i dun deserve any luv fr any1... tak it s we nvr no each other b4... we r stranger ba... i really dunno wat 2 do... u hav e critiria of guy tt i wan bt cuz of sumthin i cnt accept u... anyway guy who fall 4 me wil oway end up bein bad luck ba... 4 those had left me... they hav better luck lor... im nt a gd gf material... i no i had hurt u... had smash all ur hop... let me b ba... let tak it s dorrie is dead no longer is tis world... dorrie juz sux...

i wld nvr no tt i wil cry 4 u... til 2day (4th jan 07) mayb u too gd 2 me... i really v v sry... bt i no tt no matter wat i say... nth cn b change... mayb i wil nvr get 2 no another guy who wil treat me lik hw u treat me... care 4 me lik hw u care... bt mayb juz tt we r nt fated ba... im v sry... fr nw onward u no nid 2 wry 4 me any more... cuz i dun deserve any care nt fit 2 had any1 2 wry abt me... im juz so sux...

i wil onl blame myself... i wil nt blame u... if hatin me mak u feel better... go ahead ba... i dun mind... im sure tt u wil find a gal tt really no hw 2 treasure u... too bad im nt e 1... im nt so lucky 2 hav any guy who treat me so gd lik u... u r juz too gd... im nt gd enuff 4 u... u wil nvr get angry even i vent all my anger on u... u juz s carin s eva... u dun mind even tt i treat u badly... i doubt i wil find another s gd s u de... mayb im sux in luv... im nt a gd gf... i destined 2 b a loner 4eva ba... im so sry... other den sry... onl sry... i dunno wat 2 say le... no matter wat i say oso wun mak ur hurt better either... SRY ALEX...

i ended e story on my v own hand... im sux... 2 b continue...

Promise to hold me tite & nvr let go