YMonday, October 30, 2006' 9:15 PM
ganna cutomg... i thin im dead sia... my left thumb ganna cut i oso dunno... no feelin de... den wen i notice tt i go n press hard hard... my hand damn itchy sia... til den i realise it wil pain... i oso dunno hw i get cut oso lei... i nvr do anythin wor... blur sia (-?_?-)haha... next wk is e-learnin wk... no nid go sch sia... so gd... keke... cn rest more le... hmmm... 2day go sch oso damn bo liao la... nth much 2 do... dun lik study lei... cnt blame la... im nt du shu de liao... haha...2day after sch meet ru n go cut hair... den exchange phone wid yun lor... cuz tt phone no casin de... i no money buy... so i exchange wid her... den she go buy e casin instead... den i use my L7 lor... eh... after cuttin hair was lik omg... feel lik no hair sia... bo tah liao... cuz hair v little nia ma...btw... wat i wanna say is... sry dar... i no tt i promise u b4 tt we sld trust each other... bt i brk my promise... i doubt u... bt... i learn my lesson le... really v v v sry... i wil nt hurt u any more... if i do... my punishment is losin u 4eva... i really luv u lots... my luv 4 u wil nvr fade... sry dar... i luv u... muack... our story begin on 14th sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YSaturday, October 28, 2006' 11:26 PM
haiz...left abt 1 wk plus b4 i start workin ba... haiz... dar ah dar... i soon wil hav no more extra time n freedom le... juz wanna spend more time wid u bt u seem 2 b so busy... i dunno wat 2 do le... i feel tt sooner or ltr our r/s wil end... no time, no communication... hw 2 carry on? cn u tel me hw? i really tired of thinkin wat 2 do hw 2 find time 2 acc u wen u r so busy...seriously... if tis continue... i soon wil turn off... really v tired lei... ya true tt i nt a gd gf bt i tryin 2 improve... weneva i tot of tis i v upset lor... bt 2 me... is lik w/o meetin or spendin time 2gether wil nt affect u at all... cn u tel me... who m i 2 u? ur gf? ur spare tyre? sum1 2 acc u wen u r lonely... wen u r nt... cn juz kick me aside... if u nvr thin so... den too bad... e feelin u giv me is lik tt lor... we onl been 2gether 4 1mth plus onl lor... nt even 2mth... i really dun wish tt tis r/s end lor...if u feel lik carry on lik tt... den i shall leave it 2 u... let u b... i v tired of guessin wat u thinkin... wat u wan... ect... anyway i left 1wk plus onl lor... u go thin 4 urself ba... is nt tt i dun wanna b a understandin gf... juz tt u go n thin 4 urself tt hav u eva tot 4 me... no more mood 2 blog le... bye bye...our story begin on 14th sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YThursday, October 26, 2006' 9:27 PM
finally found a job le...2day go suntec again sia... juz 4 tt interview... tis time nvr waste my time go there le... cuz i gt tt job... e pay nt bad le la... haha... start on 8th nov... after start work i wil lose all my freedom le... cuz i workin on wed, fri, sat n sun lor... 4 days a wk... bt no choice la... wan money ma so work lor... hmmm... bt tis oso mean tt i dun get 2 meet him so often lik last time le... anyway dunno y... m i juz too over sensitive? feel tt he n me had drift far apart le... no more s close s we use 2 b... haiz...do feel sad bt oso wil feel happy wen im v sure i gt tt job... no more wry abt money le... i wan save e money... dun wan 2 b lik last time le... bank no money at all... nt gd lor... wen nid money oso dunno hw sia... gt 2 settle my hp bill... quite a huge sum 2 me... 100+ sia... wil pay slowly lor... hop cn clear e bill in 2 mth time...finally i cn get tt bear i wan le... wil buy tt bear once i settle my hp bill... n other thin tt i wan 2 buy de... bear bear here i come... heee... gt 2 prepare 4 long hr of workin time 4 sat n sun sia... if wanna enjoy n go out, i onl left 1wk plus le... after tt cnt go out so often le... haiz... dun wan waste any more time at hm le... cuz i soon had no more time 2 go out liao...our story begin on 14th sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
Y' 9:18 PM
Nothin gonna change my love for youif i had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty the nights would seem so long
with you i see forever oh so clearly
i might have been in love before
but it never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me nowi don't want to live without you
nothing's gonna change my love you for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
you'll only chang my whole life throug but nothing's gonna chang my love for you
if the road ahead is not so easy our love will lead a way for us
like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have change a thingi love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i'll help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you * a v nice song, i luv tis song lots... find it meaningful... bt e luv seem 2 b too beautiful 2 b true...oway lookin 4wards 2 such luv... wil my luv juz lik tis song? so beautiful... wil he luv me so?our story begin on 14th sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YWednesday, October 25, 2006' 8:09 PM
ganna put aeroplane >.<2day 4gt 2 brin money 2 sch sia... den after sch i go back 2 yis n ask my dad 2 pass me e money lor... den after takin e money i go back 2 sch 4 my gems module la... sian de lei... a stupid module lor... den after sch i meet ru at my sch there den after tt we go suntec 2gether... go there de carrefour 4 2nd interview... den at 5.10 e ppl cal me lor... bt dunno y sia... both of us nvr heard e phone ring lor... my dad cal me n told me tt they oso cal my hse sia... lol... in e end i gt cal them back la... they say change e time 2 tml 4pm lor... haiz... feel tt ganna put aeroplane lei... sian sia... gt 2 go back there again...b4 they cal us... we go carrefour there 2 walk walk sia... den i saw 2 v cute n huge bear... hmmm... both is ard 100cm tall lor... 1 cost $69.60 n e other 1 cost $59.90... v ex... bt is cute... mayb wait til i found a job gt tt money... i wil get 1... cuz is so cute tt i wanna hav 1 lor... haha...hmmm... dunno is i thin too much or i lack of confidence in myself... i juz feel tt he stil miss or luv his ex more den he miss n luv me... i tryin v hard 2 ask myself nt 2 thin so much... bt wat cn i do? i really luv him tt much tt i dun wan 2 lose him lor... bt e feelin he giv me mak me feel lik givin him up sumtime... bt i no i cnt... cuz if i really giv him up, i wil hate myself de... i wil nvr 4giv myself oso... i had did many thin 2 mak myself feel regret le... i dun wan b lik last time liao... i cnt affort 2 b hurt or upset over r/s stuff anymore... tryin 2 mak tis part 2 b nt obvious bcuz i dun wan ppl 2 c tis part of e post... try 2 camoflage 2 mak it invisible 2 every1 bt cnt b done... dun wan him 2 b influence by tis part of e post... i post it out juz 2 mak myself feel better... hop he nvr read carefully abt tis part... dun wan him 2 anyhw thin... if it possible 2 mak it invisible 2 all i wil do so... onl me myself no cn le... cuz is my thinkin... post it out 2 relieve myself fr such -ve thinkin... n minimise e posibility of makin myself makin e wrong choice... dun wan tis part of e post 2 affect our r/s... sry if i did mak him thin too much... i dun mean 2... im so sry... i rather myself 2 suffer oso dun eva wanna c him sad oso... juz tel myself let e fate mak e choice ba... as 4 me... i juz carry on wid tis r/s... bt if 1 day it end... it mean we r nt fated... n by tt time i dunno wat 2 do le... while bloggin abt tis part i feel so sad n feel lik wanna cry... mayb is bcuz my -ve thinkin ba... i do hate myself... y i oway thin so -ve... y cnt i b more +ve? i had no idea too... juz hate my personality... bcuz of my tis stupid personality i mak alot of mistak which mak me so regret... bt i cnt turn back e clock... wat i cn do is onl let e past goes n carry on... look 2wards my future... nvr eva dare 2 thin tt i n him wil last til e end... cuz i scare... i scare tt e most hop i put in tis r/s e more hurt tt i wil get in future... i really hop 2 last wid him cuz i juz luv him too much n i oso tired of buildin another r/s... i really had no more motivation 2 get involve in2 any other r/s if tis fail... n oso no v well tt it's hard 2 find another guy tt i luv him n he oso luv me... mayb he dun luv me as much as i luv him... mayb he luv me juz as deep as i luv him... i gt no idea... bt at e v least he do luv me... it oso been a v long time eva since i had a r/s tt last thru 1mth or more... juz hop tt it wil goes on n on til 4eva if possible... he really mak me feel lik settle down n stop changin stead... 2 other he might b juz a normal guy nth special... bt 2 me... he is omost near perfect... he might nt as gd lookin as wat other ppl expect 2 b... bt 2 me... his gd character, his care 4 me is more den enuff 4 me liao... i gt no more expectation le... juz hop he cn stop usin vulgar... really v lost n miss... thk 4 tolerate wid my rubbish... n sry tt if i hurt u... i do no tt i oway hit u bt i dun mean it la... juz bcuz u oway lik 2 mak fun of me ma...
hop tt tml go interview wun ganna put aeroplane anymore sia... i wil bite ppl de... :xhaiz... 2 more wk is e-learnin wk liao... stay at hm wid my com sia... i hate e-learnin wk... so many rubbish 2 do lor... online learnin is crap n rubbish la... sure no ppl do de... gt oso copy lor... tt wat i did 4 my last sem... haha... den 2day oso ganna say by my math lecture sia... say i lik 2 dream... even tt im lookin at wat she write n teach bt my mind is dreamin away... i juz nod my head lor... cuz i really dunno wat she teachin la... bt i nvr dream la... juz tt i absorb thin slow n once i absorb... e v next moment i 4gt all lor... wat 2 do? if i say i nt dreamin, i oso no proof ma... so let it b lor... tak it as im dreamin lor... haiz... tml gt make up lesson 4 oc sia... (e module tt i hate e most n which is oso e module tt i repeat)die liao la... next wk gt math quiz sia... scare wil fail lor... stil owe my lecture tutorial 4 sia... haven finish yet... all e tutorial gt 2 complete by next wk sia... gt 2 look 4 help le... i hate math.... arrgh... k la... blog such a long post liao... is time 2 stop ba... wil update abt my job interview n other rubbish stuff in my life lor... tt's wat blog 4 ma... if nt put there 2 produce spider web meh... anyway miss him lots la... haha... bt if i really gt e job thin i wil hav lesser time 2 meet him n acc him le... sob...our story begin on 14th sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YTuesday, October 24, 2006' 11:16 PM
blogheee... eh... 2day go out wid ru la... den hor... we go shop shop lor... den nth 2 do ma... den intend 2 go tiong bahru 2 interview de bt too far la... in e end we go ps 2 walk walk lor... den she ask wan go carrefour ma... den i thin kk lor... anythin la... hmmm... den hor we go interview 4 cashier... hmmm den we fill in a form consist of 4 page lor... den we gt sum ques oso... hmmm den we suppose 2 ans any 2 ques fr each topic la... there r 4 topics... den we mak a mistak... we ans all e ques fr 2 topics... haha... den edit lor...after tt we go interview lor... ru ganna shoot by e in-charge til she blur liao... haha... bt im safe... hee... den is lik e whole interview is v relaxin n funny... i cnt stop luffin sia... she say tml ard 4-5 wil cal us again lor... went 2 suntec there 4 interview again...b4 we leave she say y u 2 nvr ask 4 e pay rate de... den i juz ans... any wil do la... haha... cuz is lik cnt b lower den $3 de lor... anyway juz wan earn sum money so tt i cn no nid wry abt money ma... i cn spend my own money no nid oways wait 4 mum 2 giv... she every time nag me say y u spend so much de... bt she nvr thin lor... i had 2 pay bill oso de... haiz... nvm la... hop tt i cn get tt job den i gt money 2 settle my hp bill... n i might wan 2 get a mp3 player if i gt extra money... wanna change my phone oso... bt no idea wat phone 2 get... heee... k la... blog til here... next time den continue...our story begin on 14th sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YFriday, October 20, 2006' 8:54 PM
let's sharehmmm... wel... im back... been updatin so blog dun hav spiderweb la... keke...hmmm... wat i wan 2 share neh? b4 sharin... shall say tt... s 4 my study la... i dun wan thin le la... if can complete is gd lor... if cnt den let it b la... juz go 4 it... s long s i did my best lor... hmmm... life ar? lik tt lor... wel... bt hor... wanna tel my dar tis la... dun oway wonder wat i thinkin, dun kip wonder tt m i happy wen im wid u... cuz no nid wonder... wat i can say is... YES... a big big yes 2 u... im happy 2 no u... happy tt i can b wid u... i nvr regret choosin u... no doubt... dun kip thinkin wat i thinkin is bcuz i really nvr thin abt wat la... i luv u more n more s each day pass by... i nt sure do u feel e same or nt... bt is k ba... wat i wish is havin u oways by my side...hmmm... wel... dar... i wan 2 tel u tt thk 4 waitin 4 me... u last nite go fishin overnite stil wait 4 me... den u cnnt slp... bt wish tt u 2nite wil hav a sweet sweet dream n nice nice slp lor... keke... luv u lots lots... muackkk...hmmm... wel... do u all thin tt females n males r all same kind of animal... their thinkin is omost abt e same... ytd in sch havin lunch wid cai fang, miao ling, yi jin n li jin... den they was discussin abt sum of our classmate la... den they tok abt bgr stuff... 1 of my classmate recently juz attached... den he suddenly ask miao ling n cai fang... wen u 2 juz start wid ur bf, hw frequence u all msg... den miao ling say... juz started ar... bill fr 40+ increase 2 80+ bt after sum time... is lik... a married couple liao ma... so e msg decrease lor... she use 2 look at her hp every 5 sec... haha... abit kua zhang la... bt nw... wen she receive e msg... she nt so excited liao la... cuz she no wat her bf wil send her de... so she left e phone 1 side, reply it abt 1hr+ ltr ba... i thin tt there goes abt e same 4 all la...other den tt... they oso tok abt hw a couple bhav wen they r inluv... n i find it quite true... actually no matter is guy or gal, all thin n bhav e same ba... hmmm... wat do i mean lei... haha... wen a couple is inluv... e gal nvr msg her bf is bcuz she was waitin 4 him 2 msg her... n e same goes 2 e guy... den was lik... u waitin 4 me, im waitin 4 u... no1 tak e initiative 2 start msg lor... haha... actually it's e same in my case too... n e pig la... say i nvr care 4 him de lor... >.<den normally wen u receive a msg fr ur bf/gf is bcuz she/he is missin u la... n was thinkin wat u doin nw... where r u... wry 4 u lor... hmmm... bt normally no1 wil really understand y their gf/bf nvr msg him/her... 4 gals la... it bcuz tt she thin if i msg him wil i b disturbin him? wil he find me irritatin? it goes e same 4 e guys la... bt... u wait 4 him... he wait 4 u... it took a long time... n is nt fair... cuz if u e 1st who start msg him 1st... next time onward he b expectin u 2 do so too... if u didnt msg him anymore... he might thin tt u dun wan him le... den is lik... e misunderstandin btw e 2 of u wil b gettin more n more...seriously... i find tt tis is v true lor... cuz it happen 2 me too... haha... so nw thin tt person wil no y i nvr msg him le ba... bt guys n gals... dun wry tt ur stead wil find u irritatin or nt... wil u distrub him/her or nt... cuz if tt person really luv u... he/she wil b v happy 2 receive ur msg... even he/she is busy... they stil wil mak an effort 2 reply ur msg...bt bt bt... guys... do tak note... u can care 4 ur gals bt nt over control... gals dun lik 2 b over control... if u over control n 1 day she totally cnt stand it... u wil lost her 4 sure... she wil nvr b urs anymore... n wat do gals really wan? they onl juz wan 2 feel bein loved n cared... n nt bein control... do giv them sum personal space... it benifit both u n her... gals... dun expect ur guys 2 do all e things 4 u... they willin 2 bt 1 day they wil tired of it... cnt stand it... u might juz lost tis guys... mayb he e best guy 4 u bt u wil lost him 4eva n eva... in a r/s do nt tak ur partner 4 granted... both guy n gal deserve 2 b care n luv... nt onl gals... n do sit down n hav a gd tok if anythin happen btw e 2 of u... it mak both of u 2 understand each other better ba... n problem can b shared n slove...guys... if u eva hav anythin tt bother u... do speak out... ur gal wil b v willin 2 listen 2 u de... if u kip everythin 2 urself... she might wry... most most most imp... nvr eva lie 2 him/her... no1 lik 2 b cheated... b honest... n yup 1 more thin is... dun brin up e past of ur ex 2 ur current stead... they might nt show any reactions... bt they do get jealous... n wonder... r u stil luv ur ex... r ur ex more imp den him/her... after a long time... he/she might cnt stand it anymore n end e r/s... n 1 more thin is... nt 2 mak a fool of urself infront of his/her frenz... it wil mak his/her frenz dislik u n turn totally off...haha... dun thin im a perfect/gd gf oso la... too bad 4 those who once fall 4 me... n sad 4 e 1 who currently is mine... :pu gt 2 suffer real lots le... dar... cuz u had chosen me s ur dear... so ren ming ba... heee... ^_^vsince u say u r my dar... u can bully me... so im ur dear... i oso can bully u... fair fair ma... eva regret havin me s ur dear? heee... k la... enuff of my rubbish ba... end here...our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YTuesday, October 17, 2006' 10:06 PM
mia due 2 stress? depression?sry guys n gals... dunno wat happen 2 me... no mood 2 blog oso... haiz... life really sux... do feel tt life is damn meaningless... i sure my dar cn sense tt 2day im a bit weird ba... look even more sian den usual... i oso dunno wat's e reason... may is stress over sch stuff ba... really had no idea wat i study 4? 4 cert? juz 2 mak parent less wry? i dunno... every1 no tt i dun lik 2 study... haiz... dunno m i able 2 continue my study... find tt studyin is meaningless n pointless... m i undergoin depression? tt y i bhav weirdly 2day?anyway... sry dar... waste ur money on such a sux coulor... cuz is nt obvious s u thin so ba... hmmm... i thin wil change e coulor ba... mayb holi ba... actually i intend 2 pay 4 myself de... juz tt i no money nw... mayb next mth i gt e money i pay u back lor... cuz dun wan u broke bcuz of me... dun spend so much money on me... cuz u nw back 2 sch life le... no job no money oso... hmmm... do jia you n work hard 4 gd result... i no im a bad student la... oway skip lesson... bt i promise... 2day wil b e last time le... wil nvr skip anymore lesson... i wil b guai guai de... til i complete my 1st yr...sry dar... nvr told u tt im sick bt is bcuz i thin is normal n nth at all so dun wish 2 mak u wry... btw... i dunno whether m i givin u stress o nt... if i do... u muz speak up... if nt i wil nvr no... hop i nt givin u trouble, stress o problem ba... dun sad le la... i sure tt 1 day ur nu er wil tok 2 u de... thin at a more +ve way ba... n i had given u our 1st mth anniversary present... u might haven seen it... is nt a creactive present oso... bt hop u wil lik it ba...really gt no idea wat is wrong wid me... thin tt no1 cn understand me ba... i do hav a split character... even those who no me v long oso dun really understand abt me ba... i thin so... is hard 2 understand la... cuz i dun even understand myself too... thin im gonna mia 4 1 day which is tml (18 oct 06)... hmmm... sry tt i nvr thin 4 u... i no tt im selfish... bt i really wan 2 tak a brk n thin carefully wat m i doin... wat my life is really abt... im sry dar... i wil b fine... u dun wry... onl 1 day... i wil b back on 19 oct 06... hop u wun mind...sch really mak me so turn off sia... haiz... bt if i dun continue study... i b wastin my time n effort 2 tak 'o' n 'n' lvl sia... bt continue study... cn i mak it? i dunno... dun feel so... haiz... stress la... 4gt 2 say tt... my tag is a bit sot sot... if u all wan c e tag... do refresh 1st... thin blog til here ba... nth much 2 say oso... bye bye 2 all my readers... wil b back 2 blog on 19 oct 06 de...our story begin on 14 spet 06... 2 b continue... <3
YMonday, October 16, 2006' 11:49 PM
sob... im sick...haiz... im sick wor... havin flu sia... goin 2 tak dunno hw long 4 tis flu 2 get cure sia... i hop is real fast... cuz sch environment is all air condition de ma... if i dun get well soon... thin i cnt attend lesson properly lor... cuz me nw head spinnin sia... gong gong liao... it been quite sum time i last fall sick sia... nw unlik last time liao... everyday sick... last time, i oway sick de lor... oway gana flu... mayb my body system nt strong enuff 2 overcome e flu ba... i hardly cough n get fever... bt oway flu... cn say i omost everyday is sick ba... haha... bt a long time nvr get flu le... nw get flu again... sian sia... i hate 2 b sick... mak me feel lik v weak...sch sch sch... haiz... stil hav 2 n haf more yr b4 i complete my diploma sia... no confidence tt i cn complete it lei... anyway... lesson is so long n sian lor... haiz... bt no choice la... stil gt 2 study de ma... hmmm... hw much i wish e holiday come soon sia...wel... finally my blog back 2 normal... bt stil gt a bit sot sot la... nvm ba... cn tag cn post cn use cn le ma... no nid 2 b so perfect la... heee... tml 8 gt lesson sia... sian... so early lor... tml i goin sch 2 sell tissue le... cuz havin flu ma...my sch wireless is damn funny lor... after i repair my com liao... mine no more problem connectin wireless in sch... bt is my classmate's turn 2 hav problem connectin 2 e wireless... sch wireless is so sux... duh... sum more is nt onl 1 gt problem... is a few sia... sch wireless really sot liao... haha...our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
Y' 12:46 AM
1 mth anniversary...nvr update 4 quite sum days le... arrgh... my blog gt a bit sot liao... dunno y oso lor... i didnt log in since i last update which is 9 oct lor... den bcum lik tt... c le oso sian sia...lecture nowaday v lazy lor... oway nvr cum 4 lesson n nvr inform us de... poly sux sia... haiz... lookin 4 job too bt cnt seem 2 find any... wel juz nw joan cal n tel me tt my application form is handed in 2 ps liao... if i wan... i stil gt 2 go down interview again lor... haiz... stil thinkin wan or nt la... haha... bcuz of sum reason den i nid 2 consider i wan go interview nt la...haha... 14 oct is our 1mth anniversary wor... wel... went 2 vivo city n walk walk... bt he mak me luff til lik mad lik tt lor... den many ppl lookin at me cuz i luff super loud... all his fault la... tel me lame thin... haha... wel... 1mth pass real fast... he e 1 tt i cn last til 1 mth de... b4 him all tt ex hardly pass 3 wk lor... anyway... happy 2 hav him by my side... luv him more n more s days pass by... hop 2 last la... bt wun force... cuz if he's mine, he's mine... if he's nt, no point forcin... there is no happiness if i force sumthin 2 happen... rite? haha... hmmm... juz hop everythin b fine wid me n him ba... :)wel... 2day we go fishin again... heee... hmmm... me, ru, wei jie n him lor... haha... i meet ru 2pm at mrt station... wen i abt 2 walk out of my hse i cal tt pig... he stil dare 2 tel me tt he juz wake up onl sia... hmmm... den i thin nvm lor... his hse nt v far la... thin wun b late... bt who noes... he was late... duh... >.<bt stil gt fish la... hmmm... bt say 3pm start end up ard 5/6+ den start... lol... bcuz wei jie de fishin rod gt a bit problem la... he dunno den end up both travel here n there til v late den start fishin lor... haha... hmmm... bt sumthin happen btw ru n wei jie la... bt i suggest her 2 giv him more time 2 change lor... juz hop tt e wei jie wil thin carefully n grab e chance b4 ru really dishearten ba... cuz... is really hard 2 find sum1 u lik n treat u gd lor... tt's wat i learn fr my previous failure in r/s... i treasure nw... i treasure him... he might lik 2 bully me at times bt is k ba... ps: wen u read tis... doesnt mean u cn carry on bully me everytime hor... :(sad 2 no tt ru n wei jie might end anytime if wei jie carry on lik tt n dun change... anyway... 2day nt a gd day sia... he lost his phone n wei jie's fishin rod gt problem n he oso drop his spect in2 e sea... haha... n is ru e 1 accidentally mak e spect end up in sea... lol... i told myself nt 2 thin so much... let it b ba... no point thinkin so many thin... in e end it wil bcum worst bt if i dun thin... it might juz b normal... heee... anyway... ru do remind me sum sad memory btw me, ken, ru n zhen tai ba... bt all tis is past liao... it's juz a sad memory in mine n ru's life... in my life... mayb juz tt im bad luck enuff 2 get 2 no ken ba... bt all tis is destine de ma... if it meant 2 happen no1 cn avoid... nw wat i cn do is... put all e past bhind me n treasure wateva i hav nw... n e thin i gt 2 treasure nw is my ben gua lor... haha... ben gua... dun sad le la... haiz... next time b more careful wid ur phone :)ben gua... sch start le wor... work hard 2 go poly... n do slp early... cuz u back 2 sch life liao... muacks...our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YMonday, October 09, 2006' 4:24 PM
in sch...lalala... nw in sch havin lesson... java lesson... so sian man... hmmm... nth much 2 update la... juz here 2 blog cuz class is v sian lor... dun lik java... heee... wel... sch wireless damn sux... many cant connect... lol...ytd tend 2 meet him de bt he is a pig lor... tel me go buy food in e end he go back 2 slp... haiz... nvm la... let him slp lor... he seem damn tired... dunno y he so tired oso... mayb he go rob ppl at nite ba... haha...finally i manage 2 borrow e FE textbk le... haha... no nid 2 buy... can save $30... tt stupid book onl use 4 1 sem onl lor... haha... so ex... no1 wil buy de la... FE is so sian oso lor... i 2day late 4 FE lesson den e lecture say u r a criminal... he siao 1 sia... his lecture is damn sian... sian til omost all e ppl is fallin aslp liao lor...juz get a new web 2 load my bgsound 4 my blog... haha... found in www.iwebmusic.comnt bad la... lots of choice... no nid 2 upload any file... bt tt web oso gt 1GB of storage 2 upload file... anyway... thin blog til here ba... lesson endin soon... haha... lalala...our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YSaturday, October 07, 2006' 10:50 PM
blog...arrgh... so sian sia... haha... nvr blog 4 few days... v sian sia... wel... juz summarise wat happen recently ba...tis stupid lappy is damn... giv me trouble... arrgh... anyway... wen 2 acer wid ruby 2 repair tis idiot lappy... hmmm... finally after a long time lik abt 1 hr plus... my lappy is done le... i brin there 2 repair my stupid blue tooth which dun work at all since i brought it til nw... n e lousy wireless... in sch sum blk cn detect sum cnnt... other place e connection was excellent lor... they instore sumthin into my com la... nw is workin wel le... hop it wun giv me any more stupid problem...after i finish repair e lappy... i went hm 2 put my thin n bath den went 2 meet tt pig le... he no who he is... haha... hmmm... wel... feel lik killin him... kip askin wan eat or nt... cnt he c tt i eaten le ma? anyway... thur oso went 2 meet him... bt b4 tt i buy dye 2 dye my hair sia... bt sad la... no colour... sad... he say dun dye ownself ma... lol... bt too bad la... haha... wel... he brought a super big speaker 4 his guitar... lol... so big 4 wat sia... den in e end he gt 2 tak taxi hm... he send me hm b4 he went hm sia... haiz... he spend another sum of unnessary money... actually i cn took mrt n go hm myself de ma... haiz... anyway... i appreciate tt he is gd 2 me la... i promise tt i wil nvr hurt him lik hw i use 2 hurt other guys lik last time... cuz luv him so much tt i dun wan c him sad... juz wish tt he is happy wen wid me... im nt a gd gf... bt dun complain la... tt's me ma... i dun msg or dun cal u doesnt mean tt u r nth 2 me... oso doesnt mean tt i dun luv u... juz tt i prefer more freedom n i giv u freedom... lik tt nt gd meh? or m i doin e wrong thin? :(fri i reach sch at 8 lor... cuz gt IDEAS lesson sia... bt hor... i went 2 sch, e classrm lock sia... duh... den i no place 2 go lor... den i sit at e stair n do nth lor... no place 2 go sia... ard 8.30 lik tt i go back 2 tt classrm n c gt ppl nt lor... den gt ppl la... den was bcuz lesson was initiately cancel... bt e lecture ask them 2 go back n do e stupid clay thingy lor... bo liao... bt lucky... next wk lesson at 10 sia... no nid reach sch at 8 le... haha... after sch i went shoppin wid ru n yun... we shop til haf way... de wei cal ru n say he oso wan come along wid us... tis e v 1st time i meet him ever since i no him... anyway... i v dulan wid him tt time cuz his attitude... den i oso giv him attitude... he oso v dulan abt me la... i n him nvr tok liao... den fri we oso nvr tok much la... after shop we go back 2 yis n play candles... wen we walk 2 sum where near my hse... he start 2 shoot me lor... den i was... wanna kill him lor... den was lik... he siao 1 lor... dunno wat 2 say abt him sia... bth him de... haiz...2day wake up early go sentosa wid ru, leen n sum frenz of leen... den ard 8+ or 9 2 of leen frenz came... den was lik 1 of them was v surprise... huh? DORRIE? u dorrie ar? wel... n tt is daniel... wel... he say i dao him bt... i dunno who he is lor... haha... den i was blur blur sia... i onl no him til leen told me he is danNAD lor... hmmm... anyway he oway disturb me de... aiyo... i ganna beat by him sia... BIG BULLY... wel... haha... bt gt ru n leen help me beat him lor... bt i oso gt beat him la... :pgt a gal nick angel come den ru n leen dun lik her lor... cuz they feel tt she v dao 2 gals bt onl tok 2 guys sia... den they saw her... they turn OFF... haha... bt my ON/OFF system spoil liao la... den i nvr turn OFF la... haha... den dan is so disturbin lor... tel leen tt he wil mak her ON... haha... den was v sway lor... my slipper spoil sia... i drag all e way 2 e beach sia... after playin we go bath... den we tak train back 2 habour front... LoneDevil, daniel, ru n leen acc me 2 go bosini 2 buy slipper... $10 sia... den v e wat lor... e slipper nt comfortable lor... mak my leg pain oso... den after tt we go play lan n pool at bukit timah... actually wanna meet tt pig la... bt hor... he eatin dinner... den say meet tml lor... den i say k lor... anyway dun meet oso nvm la... we been meetin each other on wed n thru le... den 1 day dun meet oso no diff la... haha... oso gd tt nvr meet la... cuz my leg oso v pain so go hm rest lor... heee... miss him n luv him lot lot... haha...our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YTuesday, October 03, 2006' 12:28 AM
yipee... gt Q le...wahaha... i finally get my Q sia... been waitin 4 1mth... since aug 31st til nw... my Q came ytd... oct 1st... ganna reject once bt stil gt my Q... #=+=mEmOrAbe.MoMeNt=+=wel... ytd... i went 2 watch e jackie chan show... rob-b-hood... e baby is so cute wen he smile... haha... ya... is a nice show n i enjoy e show lots... i oso enjoy bein wid my ben gua... haha... onl cn meet him once a wk s he is wkin everyday sia... really treasure e time bein wid him... hw much i hop e time wil juz stop there... i no is impossible la... cuz e earth wil kip on spinnin no matter wat happen... bt stupid him... onl no hw 2 wk wk wk n wk... dunno hw 2 tk care of himself de... hmmm... wel... intend 2 dye my hair once again sia... bt no money lei... thin sld b buy dye hm n dye myself ba... bt dunno wat colour 2 dye sia... ps: wry more abt urself b4 u wry abt ppl ba... thin u carry on lik tt... 1 day u wil fall sick de... even me oso more healthy den u lor... haiz...sch is so tirin... arrgh... my laptop real sux... no wireless connection... gt 2 brin it 2 acer 2 repair sia... haiz... timetable real sux too... mon n tue study til 5pm... wed n thur til 3pm... fri is more relax la... bt bad thin is i gt 2 reach sch at 8 cuz gt lesson sia... my classmate all start at 10 i start at 8... cuz i fail my oc sia... idiot...anyway... 2day i go popular n buy a photo album sia... haha... i put all my neoprint inside... b4 i put them inside... i feel lik... omg... i had taken so much neoprint... bt wen i arrange them nicely n kept it in e album... it's seems lik nt tt much photo lei... k k onl la... haha... e photo album gt 40 pages... i onl fill 3 n haf pages onl... stil gt lots of space 4 me 2 tak more neoprint n kip... s a memory ma... haha... those sweet memory wid my frenz since 2003... haha... ya... n i change quite a lot la... hee... bt wat i hate most is e card which hav my pri6 photo... arrgh... tt 1 real sux... thin no1 blieve tt's me ba... cuz really alot of different sia... tt pic is damn ugly :xour story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YSunday, October 01, 2006' 2:35 AM
Piggy...haha... im a piggy... lol... last nite ard 3+ or 4 lik tt den slp... been slpin 4 a long hr sia... afternoon thin 3+ den wake up ba... sch reopen le... damn tired... n my time table really sux sia... v early gt lesson den sch end late oso... sian... onl wkend den cn slp til i drop dead oso no1 cares...hmmm... wat im been doin e whole day lei? wel... haha... i had been busy givin my frenzter profile a new look... heee... tis e v 1st time i edit e profile all by myself... previous profile is my jie help me do de... haha... my dear readers... ya is nt dusty had been updatin... u all oso kindly tag lei... tagboard is so empty... haha... i been force 2 update de... if nvr update e ruby wil suan me sia... haha... :pnth much 2 blog lei... sian... mon gt sch... hw much i wish tt nw im stil havin holiday sia... haha... 1st wk onl... i been skipin lesson cuz too tired... bt fr mon onward cnnt skip any more lesson le... haiz... tis mth im broke sia... no money le... cnnt anyhw spend... muz thin more frn usual b4 i spend e money if nt hw i survive... k la... end here...our story begin on 14 sept o6... 2 b continue... <3
Dorrie Aka BaByCaNdy
Sum1 [ Stil w8in ]
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Ruby [ bibi ]
