YThursday, September 28, 2006' 12:26 AM
Sad...
haiz... sad sia... meet him 2day 2 pass him e present tt i bought 4 him... is a diy candle... bt too bad... it's all damage... he open b4 he reach hm... n his hand is all ganna by e wax... i pray v hard tt e candle wun damage... sld nt put e card n e thin 2gether... if i seperate it... at least he stil get e card even thou e present is damage... oso went 2 watch movie wid him la... nvr enjoy e movie... cuz dun really no wat it is abt sia... haha... anyway... wanna tel him tis:ben gua... sha gua luv u oway... happy 19th bdae... 19 yr o le... u gettin older liao... so stop act cute... heee...bt thin is ok la... cuz i intend 2 giv him a surprise soon... bt i wil mak sure tis time e surprise wil b a complete 1... heee... bt wun let him no wen n wat surprise i b givin him... muhaha... wel... ben gua ah ben gua... u too sway la... y open b4 u reach hm... lol... :pno matter wat... u wil oway b my ben gua... i wil oway b ur sha gua... haha... i wil hold u tite... nvr let go... im willin 2 walk thru e life journey wid u... no regret... bt wil u ever leave me? i dunno... i oso dun wish 2 thin so much... i hop tt e day wun come so soon if u wil leave me 1 day... i luv u... u had completely stand a place in my heart... luv u lots even thou i dunno wat's in ur mind... wat u thinkin... hop tt we wil both b truhful 2 each other... any problem muz tok out... dun kip 2 ownself...our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YMonday, September 25, 2006' 11:27 PM
haiz...here 2 blog again... haiz... so borin nth 2 blog... hmmm... sch reopen 2day sia... go sch n attend 1 lecture onl... dun even no whether tt lecture i attend is 4 me nt... cal e lecture all gt lesson... no1 2 help me abt my 4ward module... tired of sch... hw much i wish cn stop... bt dream on la... my mum wun let me quit de... haiz...juz nw went 2 justina's dad funeral... haiz... she so poor thin... onl 17 n yet so many thin happen 2 her... hop she was able 2 get in2 ite...tml goin 2 sch 2 settle my module stuff... if nt lik tt carry on i no nid study liao... haiz... gonna miss sum lesson... gt 2 catch up... juz simply wanna finish my diploma bt seems so hard n troublesum...arrgh... no much mood n post is gettin shorter n shorter... wat a plain life i gt sia... haiz...dar... miss u so much... u r nvr 4gotten...our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YThursday, September 21, 2006' 10:42 AM
Sweet morinin...2day i no more piggy... wake up quiet early... haha... hmmm... e thin i do wen i wake up is go irc wor... haha... wel... Ben gua is soooo sweet... haha... he sing n play guitar 4 me... haha... he say he cnt sing bt i dun thin so... juz tt wen he sing chi song... a bit funny... he dunno e word he wil goes lalala... haha... so sad he gt 2 go wk soon le... poor ben gua...he say e 1st song he sing 2 me is he compose 4 me de wor... bt hor... i dun really no wat e song is abt... heee... ben gua... i waitin 4 e lyric... haha... n 1 more thin is... i really v appreciate wat u had did 4 me... luv u lots... u bright up my day... bt i stil lik 2 bite u :xif gt time... u sld go n learn hw 2 sing e qing fei de yi... it nt diff... haha... waitin 4 u 2 complete e song u compose 4 me n sing 2 me e complete song of qing fei de yi w/o all e lalala... :)ltr goin 4 my chalet le... hop it is a fun 1 nt a borin 1... haha... 2 b borin thin v diff la... my classmate r all crazy... cnt b a borin 1... haha... DCNT 1B23 rox...thin blog til here ba... anyway i juz here 2 mak e special mornin s a sweet memory 4 me... i wil nvr 4 get e way u sing... thk 4 ur care, ur luv n e sweet memories u had given me... i wil nvr 4get...our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
Y' 1:45 AM
2day so zhi lian...was here 2 update cuz of my tt ben gua sia... he say dun 4get 2 update my blog... he wil cum n c lata he wake up... lol...arrgh... since wen i bcum more n more zhi lian sia... muz b ruby's fault... she influent me :xhaha... wel... 2day i meet paul at ard 7 den we go 4 dinner... hee... after dinner we went 2 parklane... duh... he was playin pool so i took his phone n start all my zhi lian... taken lots of pic... wel... all was gana delete onl left 8... haha... cuz e other nt nice sia... wel... hmmm... he saw le omost faint... cuz he realise im more zhi lian den him wen he oready is damn zhi lian le... keke... hmmm... den we oso go 2 arcade... he play drum... n crazy me... 11+ le stil eatin sundae... haha... bt nvm la... long long time eat once wun die de... at most is fat til no ppl wan nia... heee...we stay at there til quiet late sia... abt 11.20 den start walkin back 2 douby ghaut mrt station... we sit at e stair there n tok tok tak photo... den til e PA system say last train 2wards marina bay n jurong is arrivin soon den i start walkin 2 tak e train... hmmm... wen in train he msg me... abt wat he msg... i wanna tel him...no nid 2 feel sry... i no tt u n i stay v far apart... n is v late le... dun bcuz u cnt send me hm u feel sry... no nid 2 wry... i'm fine... n next time wen it's too late... no nid send me hm le... if nt u wil end up takin taxi hm again n is v ex... dun spend too much money on me... save more money ba... 2 me... u r oready v gd n carin... u had did wateva u had 2... bt me... i dun thin tt i had treated u nice enuff... mayb i nt a gd gf... i mak u feel tt i stil cnt get over my ex... bt i wanna tel u tt... no... my ex is over le... nw... u e 1 standin rite infront of me takin care of me... u r e 1... wanna tel u tt u r more imp den any1... bt i oway treat stead n frenz equally... i wil spend time wid u bt i wil oso spend equal time wid frenz... hop u wun mind tt... bt frenz is frenz... u is u... u r special... my feelin 4 u is gettin more n more deep by e days go on... hop u feel tt too... cnt bear 2 leave u oso cnt bear 2 c u sad... so i promise u tt i wun mak u sad... if i eva mak u sad... im sry... i dun mean it... u r e best bf i eva had... thk 4 ur everythin... i wil treasure u de... wil b away 4 1 day cuz of chalet... wil miss u badly... heee...1 more thin is... dar... i oready v stupid le... oready named by u as sha gua le... so pls stop knockin my head sia... if nt i wil bcum more n more stupid de... i no i lik 2 slp alot la... bt i nt pig... haha... hw much i wish tt there wil b no endin 4 us... juz hop e time wil juz stop there... everytime wen wanna put down phone or time 2 go hm... had 2 part wid u... i wil feel v se bu de... bt no choice... u wkin so many days n v tired muz slp de... u r oready havin panda eye le... :xanyway... sry tt i juz nw switch off my hp w/o lettin u no n makin u wry 4 me... was loadin pic in2 com... v ps... eh... i promise tt there wun b next time... next time b4 i switch off my hp... wil inform u 1st de... tml 21st sept is e day we 2gether 4 1wk le wor... time pass so fast... bt my feelin had nvr faded... it onl gettin more n more stronger as e days goes by... really hop u e 1 4 me n we wil last til 4eva...duh... wth sia... blog til haf way gt a bit hungry... bt nvm la... slpin soon... heee... tml chalet... gonna enjoy b4 sch reopen... haha... btw... sha gua wanna tel ben gua tt...ben gua... sha gua luv u lots lots... <3i wil oway b ur sha gua...wish u gd luck 4 ur exam, hop u get gd result n go poly :)our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YMonday, September 18, 2006' 2:11 AM
1st time fishin2day i went out wid paul n his frenz 2 east coast 4 fishin... haha... my 1st time try fishin ya... hee... caught sum n k k la... anyway do enjoy... cuz i lik sea lots... wen nite... i luv e beach even more... i cn lie down n c e sky wid stars... haha... it was lik wha... so nice... hee... ruby wil no hw it's feel...wid paul ard... i blieve soon i wil 4get abt simon... i cn sense tt paul is tryin v hard 2 cheer me up... anyway... i really wanna thk him lots... he brin joy n laughter in2 my life... anyway... wanna told him tt... thk 4 sendin me hm... he stay so far away fr me yet mak e effort 2 send me hm... in e end he gt 2 go hm himself by taxi... silly ben gua... wanna tel him tt:"BEN GUA... I LUV U... <3"U E BEST N IM WIL OWAYS B UR SHA GUAanyway here 2 remind him sumthin... dun thin too much... juz nw wat i told u is crap nia... dun mean it... dun thin too much... u oways my sunshine... so muz tk gd care of urself... dun oway onl no hw 2 ask me 2 tak care of myself wen u dun even tak gd care of urself... i b v fine... nth wil happen 2 me... :)hmmm... s 4 wat u told me juz nw... i juz wanna tel u i treasure every moment i spend wid u... dun tak urself 2 compare wid my ex... every1 is diff... no1 is better den e other... all r special in their ways... bt nw... i hav u n onl u... :p juz wanna say tt i oso hop tt u r e 1 4 me... dun wanna waste any more time n cnt affort 2 get hurt anymore... i promise u tt i wil nvr eva try 2 hurt u... n i really mean it... hop u wun too... anyway... u a life warmer 4 me... hee...luv my ben gua :) our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YThursday, September 14, 2006' 9:03 PM
wil last?hmmm... 2day v sad... ytd nite n 2day cry alot... bt i wanna thk paul which is my dar... he dun mind risk 2 b hurt by me... juz wanna help me remove my hurt... anyway... dar... i promise i wil nt let u down... i wil try 2 4get him n u r my future... our story started 14 sept06...even tot he n his ex patch le bt i no i gt my dar here who willin 2 shower me wid his luv n care... muack dar... hop we last... :)dar... i wil nt hurt u n wil treasure u de... hop u thin so too... hop u wun b e next who hurt me... i cn't tak any more hurts... hop u r e 1 meant 4 me... study hard oso... i b there 4 u... :)our story begin on 14 sept 06... 2 b continue... <3
YTuesday, September 12, 2006' 2:01 AM
Nt his day...hey hey... nt his day? wel... u all muz b thinkin who is he... haha... bt b4 tt i shall say abt my journey 4 2day b4 startin on e topic"nt his day" heee.... haha... 2day i wen 2 bishan 2 interview the cafe cartel sia... i meet joan 5 at bishan... hmmm... n after interview... i n joan go walk walk ard... they say wil let me no tt did i able 2 get e job by tis wk... wel... as i meetin mr turtle at 6... haha... i told him nt 2 b late... if he late he own me sumthin... wel... he was nt late... he reach b4 6... bt he wen 2 find "e sumthin new"... lol... haha... after tt he joined us... as is stil early 4 joan 2 go 4 her aikido... we 3 go shop shop ard sia... den after tt... we send joan 2 mrt station... as joan dunno tt he drive... den she ask hw we go eat? wel... in e end she say tak rocket ar? haha... so nw... his so cal rocket is his car... wel in his car... he took out a bag containin a piggy in a precious moment bag... n ya... tt's his surprise 4 me... e piggy is a gardian angel pig... is so cute... haha... i nvr tak hm la... i put in his car... e piggy had a card attach on it... i open n c...To: dorriehop u lik e surprise...Fr:xxxxxhaha... y is it xxxxx... cuz he say nt 2 mention his name... cuz he no i gt blog de ma... haha... so i put xxxxx... bt who is tt person... ruby no... hee... bt i thin tt he is sweet... wel... here a little note 4 him...Ps: dun fly up 2 e sky wen i say is sweet :pafter tt he brin me 2 sum where near e national stadium 2 eat... bt... e stall was close due 2 washin floor... haha den nvm... he den brin me 2 china town 2 eat... haha... once again... e stall is close... e shop is close on e alternate mon... he is so sway... 2day is e day which e shop close... wel... hmmm... den he say... wel... go 4 his 3rd fav place 2 eat... which is at bugis... haha... n ya... tis time round it's open... haha... he treat me 2 eat culet rice... lol... heee... :)after tt i suggest we go look 4 leen... bt wen we reach there... duh... we found out tt she nvr go... haha... den i told him tt... it's indeed 2day nt his day... on e way back 2 send me hm... i thin is stil early... i suggest tt we ask ruby out... wel... wen we reach ruby hse there... he say he wanna add more word on2 e card... haha... he finish writin le... i tak n c... bt i found out tt no diff at all... bt 1 more thin i wanna tel him... heee....is true tt i dunno wat u had written on it... bt u tot i had saw wat u written... haha... so i took another look at e card... wen i turn 2 e back... i saw e words tt u added... lol... if u nvr giv me tt shock face n say: i tot u wun c it... i might nt no wat u had added on it... hee...ruby come n join us... we went 2 ruby fav place... haha... we sit there n relax... anyway... i oso lik tt place... cuz is a nice n relaxin place... hee... so xxxxx... nw u sld no wat other thin i lik le ba... heee... wel... we stay there til ard 11.30 den he say he v tired le... den we leave tt place n headed hm... he drive ruby hm 1st den me... haha... den wen i reach hm.. he wan me 2 tak e piggy hm... bt.. i nvr... i leave it in his car... heee.. nt tt i dun wan... juz tt my hse no place 4 it temp... once i found a place 4 it... i wil claim back fr u... heee... so dun ever torture my piggy... haha... hmmm... 2day i had a nice n meaningful day... thk xxxxx... :) i lik ur surprise... heee... bt 1 more thin is... e addition word tt u add in... i no it le... michelle told me wat she had ask u :xi gonna write u e testi tt i owe u... e ans 2 ur sms is in it... go n read n u wil no... hee... :p dun 4get my 1000words testi hor... im waitin... 2 b continue...
YSunday, September 10, 2006' 10:27 AM
Wat a great mornin...wa.... guess wat... e time nw is 10.23am... wat a miracle... dorrie was wild awake at tis great mornin... wel... all tis thk 2 mr SIMON... he e main cuz 4 tis maricle 2 happen... slpin at ard 3 last nite... 8+ si simon aka turtle called... miss call sum more... alama... called back... haiz... anyway... thin he sld b late 4 his stuff... haha... tokin on phone... tok til me bcum damn awake... lol... ppl call him wake up 4 his army stuff if i nt wrong den he call 2 disturb me... arrgh... >.<juz wen i abt 2 finish my 1st paragraph of tis post... he called... haha... say nw he v awake... anyway is a gd thin... cuz last nite wen i n him was tokin on phone he told me 1 thin... he omost buang... sum more he say... wen i was in his car he was nt so slpy... lol... nt onl him... all e ppl in his car r all damn tired.. lucky ruby dun stay far away fr me... cuz after i reach hm... he send ruby hm sia... if she stay v far... thin tt si simon buang liao... haha... he lucky 2 hav a christopher bside him 2 wake him up... if nt thin nw he nt on his way 2 stadium... is lyin down in hospital bed le... anyway juz 1 advise 4 him la... drive more carefully... many lives is wid him... dun play play... haha...hmmm... ytd i ask joan 2 help me ask whether cafe cartel nid ppl nt... cuz she wk there sia... altought i dun lik 2 get involve in food related job la... bt no choice sia... nid money so cnnt hiam liao... haha... gt 2 get a job... den joan say tt interview is fr mon afternoon onward... lol... i ask her hw much is e chances of success in 4 e job interview... she say high chances sia... cuz they lack of ppl ba... wel... i hop really gt high chances lor... hee... den i cn earn money le... lookin 4wards 2 e interview...haiz... wat a sad thin sia... 17th sept my result is out le... really very scare lei... dun wanna repeat those stupid module la... v sian 1 lei... haiz... holiday is a gd thin or bad thin? i hav no idea... anyway repeatin module is lik skinned me alive sia... bt i feel tt i wil fail as i did v badly 4 my semester exam lor... 1 more wk den i wil hav 2 plan my future le... quit sch? retak module? change course? no idea... i hate 2 thin abt all tis sia... n next semester we had 2 tak GEMs sia... wth... sch is so sian liao... oready hav lots 2 study oso... yet had 2 tak GEMs... wat GEMs 2 tak? heard fr lecture, e GEM i wan 2 tak is 1 of e popular choice sia... if i really wan tak tt i had 2 act fast n standby infront of e com sia... hate 2 do so... so i had 2 thin wat other GEM i cn tak sia... 13th n 17th is a headache days... had 2 thin so much... haiz... wateva... nw dun thin so much... mayb juz wait n c ba... wel... nth much 2 write oso... thin tt i gt 2 end here la... 2 b continue...
YWednesday, September 06, 2006' 12:51 AM
blog blog blog...haha... me here 2 blog again... wel... 2day damn tired sia... early in e mornin 7+ wake up le den go back n slp again... hee... den 8.45 ivan mornin cal me 2 wake me up... lol... i tok 2 him in a blur tone... muhaha... lol... n i meet joan at 10.30 at amk wor... wen we reach there... e kbox is stil close sia... they haven finish prepare... we wait til omost 11 den it is ready 4 us 2 go in... wel... no much diff s Klunch is fr 11-2 la... hee... wa... onl we 2... no1 fight over e mic... hee... shiock sia... wel... erm... e lunch there is k k onl la... nt v nice bt e sotong ring v hard 2 bite lor... e jelly i nvr eat onl joan eat... she say nt nice cuz taste lik med sia... e smell oso smell lik med... hehe... she ask me 2 try bt i dun wan... n we v sure tt e jelly is damn awful s no1 touches e jelly... wen we finish singin... we walk out we saw tt all nvr eat e jelly bt e food was finished... haha... tis prove tt e jeally was damn awful... hee... lucky i nvr try sia...haha... juz another day had end la... nth much... bt able 2 go Kbox is a gd thin cn enjoy a bit... hee... im broke sia... so hw i go Kbox lei... wel... haha... i onl pay $5 nia... e rest joan pay 4 me... muhaha... she so gd... haiz... she gt job sia... unlik me stil rottin at hm... hop cn find a job soon... anyway 2day didnt spend too much time on com s i was outside since mornin til nite... hee... off 2 chat in my own channel in irc le... 2 b continue...
YTuesday, September 05, 2006' 12:16 AM
Clear web time...Haha... thin is time 2 clear all e spider web le... so long nvr blog le wor... wel... reason is... dunno wat 2 blog... my life is soo borin... wel wel... nth much happen durin tis 1mth plus... hmmm... bt roughly blog abit la.. haha... ytd is wilson bdae... i go 2 his bbq sia... hmm... s u all who noe me long enuff no tt i an idiot in direction (lu chi)... haha... den end up i walk a long distance b4 i reach his damn hse... haha... i walk abt a distance of 2 bus stop sia... Arrgh... Omost end up in pool sia... e stupid wilson wan throw me in2 e swimmin pool... bt lucky in e end nvr... Haha... Wel... will they all bought a necklace which he lik it v much (fr guess) hmmm... Den 31 aug is e day i reg 4 my channel #=+=mEmOrAbe.MoMeNt=+=Waitin 4 my Q... Haha... hop it come soon... :)Aiyo... my exam thin is gone le la... haiz... e math damn hard lor... so diff fr past yr paper sia... haha... bt no use thinkin abt it le la... juz wait 4 result lor... hmmm... heard fr michelle tt terry bought me a big doreamon sia cost 100+... bt i stil dunno wan 2 accept nt... haiz... my parent oso decide 2 move hse soon... in future i wil stay near RUBY aka bi... hehe... a bit stupid la... 3rm in yis (700+) move 2 3rm in yis (100+)... so recently gt ppl come view hse sia... den i cnnt slp... haiz... nvm la... hop they settle it soon... i lookin 4ward 2 movin in2 new hse... a new rm tv perhap... request fr mum le... she say wil consider wor... so happy... Yipee~~~~~!! Movin hse... haha... k la thin end here le... 2 b continue...